i tend to keep my life a secret, even from myself at times. i've found it easier to ignore reality, then to face it head on and attempt to find closure. possibly because closure isn't at all what my fairy tale ending would entail. my life was recently flipped upside down. i went from planning my future, to not understanding my present. i can barely come to terms with the term divorce. it wasn't in the plan and who knows if i'm strong enough to stray away from "what's supposed to be". so here I am being honest...i'm DEVASTATED. through the tears that are blinding my sight, that's as far as i can get tonight. i said it. it's over and i'm devastated.
goodnight world.
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