I Can Only Be Me.


 You may not understand why I can't stand vanilla candles or why I enjoy freshly cut grass, but you don't need to.  I'm always looking for an inspiring story to share with this world.  I sometimes cry myself to sleep at night, and it's not always because I'm sad.  Don't worry, I'm just overly emotional, and I think too much.  When people hurt, I hurt. That may be lame, or maybe it's not.  I often times sing too loud and annoy those around me.  I'm sometimes too realistic and other times I dream more than I should.  I'm impulsive and pay for many stupid decisions.  I try and learn from my mistakes but sometimes don't.  I sometimes say things I don't mean and make a fool out of myself. I may come off to be very weak, or maybe you see me as strong. Who knows what I really am.  I may just be an ordinary girl, or maybe a phenomenon.  I doubt the phenomenon part.  I often times think something small is the end of the world.  I overreact and I'm sometimes insecure.  Other times I'm a go with the flow type of girl that has immense confidence.  I enjoy having fun, or you may see me as a bore.  Who cares anymore?  I bite my nails, and don't brush my hair.    I've never said I'm perfect, nor have I ever tried to be. Perfection is different for all of us, I can only be me. Nothing less and nothing more, I just ask for you to look passed these imperfections and stand next to me forever.  I dare you.