I Will Laugh Off The Hurt, And Grow With Love.

Alright, so I never said I was perfect.  I cuss too much for a lady and I don’t brush my hair quite enough.  I eat like a pig and often times find my jeans much more convenient than having to use a napkin. My car is overflowing with empty fast food bags, therefore it sometimes becomes my perfume for the day.  I’m often times lazy and don’t feel like putting on makeup, painting my nails, or changing out of my goodwill sweatpants.   I’ve made my fair share and then some of mistakes, and I continue to find more ways to make a fool out of myself.  I tend to overreact in certain situations, and I’ve found the end of the world one too many times.   I’m impulsive and indecisive.  I’ve been known to drink too much, and not focus on my future enough.  I’m a kid at heart, and struggle understanding many grown up concepts.  I get bored easily and I’m known to test my limits.  I don’t like authority, and tend to enjoy control.  I hate being wrong and I love being right.  I may not be normal, or anything close to it. I know for a fact I’m not perfect, but I’m sure of one thing, I’m nobody but myself.  I have a huge heart, and I love LOVE.  I wish happiness for everyone, and would like to someday find happiness for myself. Until then though, I will question what’s wrong with me.  Why I’m never satisfied, and why I can’t seem to satisfy another person.  I will laugh off the hurt, and grow with love.  I’ll be me until the day I die.